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I'm bloody pissed. Is it my phone's problem (highly unlikely, given that i just repaired it) or is everyone not replying my messages? DAMMIT. ↲I feel like killing people. ↲JOVYNE.
6 DAYS 6 DAYS 6 DAYS!!! dammit i'm seriously freaking out. i wanna do well for o's, but i feel like i can't. i don't know why. please please not let this end up like my sec2 streaming... i don't wanna be disappointed again, i really want to finish this well... i think i can, i'm hoping i can, but can i??? will i? just look at how much people improved, look at guan xiang, look at isabel. and here i am, moving backwards. that feeling sucks. gosh i don't wanna feel like timo!!
okay.. havent updated in a long time. haiz. o's are coming. and everyone's panicking. even those who seem like they don't really bother. i'm freaking out. and my tuition teacher spent half the tuition session telling us how to prepare for o's. and what we should do. i'm still nervous. i wanna do well. i need to do well. i can't not do well. if not. if not. if not i don't know what will happen. oh man i feel like i need to study more. if people can study so much in one day what in the world am i doing when they're studying?! NOTHING. dammit this sucks. if i can buy anything in this world, it'll be time.
ohh man i had a great laugh reading timo's latest blog post. damn its super hilarious :D
最近，沉默了。我相信，我能坚强的熬过去。你们的鼓励，让我更用功，让我为目标更努力得往前冲。往前看。不再回头。不再让那些不好的回忆拉住我，把我捆在过去。人，要面对未来，相信未来，才能坚持活下去。我不要让你失望，不要让自己失望。未来不是么梦。未来一定能成真。我相信这一切都是值得的，因为我好想，好像考好。我知道我的目标，我的动力，我的梦想，会让一切变值得，会让我坚持到底，倔强的熬下去。剩二十二天，我们一起熬的最后二十二天。过后，我们全都各奔西东，但要永远记住最初的梦。黑糖秀，哈哈。为了你，为了他们，为了自己，我一定能成功。不许失败。
PRELIM RESULTS SUCK.
did CIP at simei yesterday. ran from top to bottom floor of block 123 with qi jing jing ying ho ming qiong xi. collected newspapers and OTHER RECYCABLE item. haiz. tired out after that. coz our block was the biggest but the collection point was just at our void deck. haha. our group not bad, everyone worked hard, even though ho ming didn't dare to ask he made up for it by carrying most of the things to shunyi. on the contary, other groups just slacked around after finishing and didn't even bother to help move things up the lorry when GIRLS were doing it. its really this kind of heck care attitude that further confirms how i feel. tsk tsk. they know who they are, i don't have to mention names, even though i really feel like it. hehs.
TIRED. thats the only word i can find to describe today. really tired me out. me jing ying shunyi leon ho ming ming guan qiongxi went to east coast to play again today:) well it rained so we camped out at some void deck at marine parade for a while to play and eat. quite fun, had a great time sabotaging some people at monkey;) haha. HEYY MONKEY!!! i think only me and shunyi understand *wink*
finally.
OKAY. i'm back here again. coz i'm bored and have nothing to do. although i should be studying. but i finished 2 emaths paper1 already. so yeah. slack abit more now:) lol went out for movie with qijing shunyi jingying shih han zhenyan and corinne yesterday! and prelims aren't even over yet >.< watched The Proposal. very funny. laughed alot man ;D hehs. we were like planning after prelims or o's go shopping at bugis street or far east :))) wheee!!! shopping time!! FUN FUN FUN!!! shunyi wants to buy a dress!! or two. haha i wanna see her in 1! never see before, can't imagine. whee!! we all wear together someday! LOL. okay sudden;y so hyper.. ZZZ must wait till all the supid exams end first. haiz. this is what i learnt after numerous experiences: IF YOU LOOK FORWARD TO SOMETHING TIME PASSES EVEN SLOWER. IF NOT, TIME WILL PASS LIKE AN F1 CAR RACING PAST THE SINGAPORE FLYER. okay lol.... jiayou people! 3 more days to end of prelims, i don't know how many more to o's. PLAYTIME BABY!
haven't updated in a long long time. prelims, studying >.< seriously. no time. till now lol. i have 4 days to study for 4 papers! so, not bad :)) went out to watch movie yesterday! see, i'm starting to relax already. LOL and exams aren't even over... okay. JIRO <333 just celebrated his birthday. on 24th august. HALFWAY through my prelims.. lol okay. andd.... like there's nothing much else. and i realised. during exams i don't do well initially. only after that do i start doing better. like 越战越勇 something like that. and the compose bar is back! yay i'll find some time after prelims to post some pictures. i just hope it won't disappear again. 最近心情很糟糕。应该是缺乏睡眠的关系吧。不够睡心情就不会很好。会很想打人。尤其当你看到一些欠扁的人，心情就会更糟，更想打人。但还是不能打。怎么办，命运就这么喜欢作弄人。恨不得快点离开这烂学校。
TIMO DON'T EMO... even though you're called emo timo.
OKAY I'M, HERE TO UPDATE. REQUESTED MY DEAR MEIMEI >.<
i'm tired. Mentally, and physically. I just feel like giving all this up and running away. To some place quiet and peaceful. Where i won't have to hear your voice or see your face. Damn you.
ARGH THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH BLOGGER. I CAN UPLOAD PHOTOS!!!! stupid stupid stupid. garh. but never mind. i'll try to find another mean lol. maybe timo will upload them. i sent him all e pics except some others haas.
JOVYNE xD
9:44 AM.
" Friday, October 23, 2009
7:53 PM.
" Monday, October 19, 2009
timo don't emo anymore. think positive. we all need to. we all need to try at least. and know what? as i was typing this timo told me i'm emo-ing. and this post is still under construction. like seriously! he's psychic! (i got that right now:D)
just jiayou people. hang in there, its just a week left. then another 3 and its over:) believe that you can, you know you can, you know you will:) go for it, we're all fighting this monster together:DJIAYOU!Love, JOVYNE xD
8:58 AM.
" Wednesday, October 14, 2009
now that is what i call cute :D *note: ming guan make sure you get pics that look like that nexttime for future Guess! episodes;) make it CUTE;D JOVYNE xD
8:14 PM.
" Monday, October 12, 2009JOVYNE.
6:00 PM.
" Monday, October 5, 2009
ohh and how do you spell that word. that can read people's minds and predict the future and know things people don't know, that word. sai-kick. HOW TO SPELL!!!! SOMEONE PLEASE ENLIGHTEN ME. THANK YOU.JOVYNE xD[is happier and not timo today!!]
7:59 PM.
" Sunday, October 4, 2009
最近，一些事情让我很烦。也许，我真的太弱了，没有勇气说出心里话。但你也不曾为别人着想过。我真的大开眼界了。人，原来是那么的自私。
也许，我没有勇气对你说实话。不舍得让我们的关系这样化为乌有。看着办吧。
最近，一些疯狂的人的举动，让我超烦。有时真想把这一切忘掉。有时真想不理你们。有时真想揍你们。我忍。二十二天，算什么。我都忍了那么久。不要让我爆炸。JOVYNE.
6:16 PM.
" Tuesday, September 22, 2009
DAMMIT I NEED TO BUCK UP.
AND WHAT AM I DOING HERE.
UPDATING.
crap i really need to get a move on with studying. chionged abit yesterday. but it won't be enough to take me where i want to. and i wanna see you there too:) work towards it!
its our last lap before the final showdown.
our last showdown.
so we shall work hard, and play hard after.
till then, i'll work hard. i try to.
prelims will be my motivation.
so will you people.
JOVYNE xD.
we'll finish this, hand in hand. all of us.
2:10 PM.
" Saturday, September 19, 2009
but never mind, leaving IRRESPONSIBE people aside, me jing ying shunyi qi jing shih han leon and ming guan went to east point BK for lunch. sat there and chatted for around 2 hours? i don't wanna say what we talked about. >.<
你看看我站在这里 陪你等雨停
蒸发后的回忆 总会变成水蒸气
okay lol i suddenly remembered this part while waiting. hehe!! then walked to shunyi's condo in the rain to borrow umbrella to go home. ming gian went back to school for cca >.<>
Love, JOVYNE xD
心情总有DOWN的时候想找人诉说没有抱怨没有等候是你给我的承诺敞开心胸去追寻快乐的出口别怕寂寞因为有我们在背后假如以后我们全都各奔西东
要永远记住最初的梦
8:25 PM.
" Friday, September 11, 2009
rained stopped after that so we went down to east coast. rented 5 bikes for 3 hours. like, crazily, we cycled for 3 hours.. rode tandem bike with shunyi, super fun!!! I HATE THE GEAR... haha said and heared that ALOT:) caught about 13 or so airplanes, still short of three. haiz. okay only some people understand the airplane part;) hehs. after that sat around and played zhong ji mi ma. super amusing:D damn funny sia... lazed around for a while, cycling for 3 hours can really wear you out. went to macs, some settled dinner there, others just waited around to go home together. ho ming left by then. our road map!!! LOL. so we took 31 back, and i almost fell asleep. LUCKY NEVER FALL ONTO THE PERSON'S SHOULDER SIA....
ohhwell. had a great time today. this could well be the last time i'm going out with the gang before o's. really enjoyed myself today, especially so since we only have a few months left together. before we go our separate ways. hopefully i'll still see some of you for another 2 years where ever we end up, but basically, this is our our last year. i've learnt to appreciate what we have, and not just wallow in whatever's pulling us down. look on the bright side of life:) at least i have you guys:)JOVYNE xD
7:48 PM.
" Friday, September 4, 2009
prelims are finally over. couldn't wait for it to end at first, coz it meant no more studying for a while. but when i finished my last paper the JOY and EXCITEMENT wasn't there. i don't know why.
at least i went out to play today :) went to bugis watch G Force with qijing shunyi jingying shih han leon timo and ming guan... so cute:) MICE AGREE WITH ANYTHING! haha i don't mind being a mouse ;) LOL. overall enjoyed myself this week. went out twice! FUN. and i realised something. even though the movie isn't nice, you can still forget everything that's weighing you down.
where can i go next?
what should i do?
what can i do?
NOTHING.
JOVYNE.
4:08 PM.
" Tuesday, September 1, 2009Love, JOVYNE xDi may just not go for prom night ;D (and i'm proud of it!) *BLOGGER STILL DOESN'T LET ME POST PICTURES!!! ARGH.*
12:56 PM.
" Saturday, August 29, 2009
为未来加油，come on!Love, JOVYNE xD
7:36 PM.
" Friday, August 14, 2009
i was blog hopping and i kind of realised i'm in the same boat. procrastinating too much, slacking, thinking i can do well. okay fine, ca2 results may not be accurate coz i didn't study for my tests, but prelims are in less than week away. oooI DON'T FEEL NERVOUS THAT'S THE DAMN PROBLEM!!! i shouldn't be here. guess what i spent the whole afternoon doing a recording marathon. Fringe, The Mentalist, Life After People, CSI:Maimi, This Is Home... i can't stop i don't bloody hell know why. i should have just stayed back to study today.
BLOGGER SUCKS.
JOVYNE.
6:30 PM.
" Friday, August 7, 2009
well. we celebrated national day today. SHUNYI PLANTED A TREE!!!!
lol okay that's lame. me jingying shunyi qijing leon ming guan went to pasir ris library to study after that. we ended at 9 plus, not so bad. haha. mrt-ed down to pasir ris, crapped all the way down (: JUST AS WE WERE ABOUT TO ENTER WHITE SANDS WE SAW GUANXIANG. this part is super funny. we all stun when we saw each other, all stare stare stare. STARING MATCH LIKE IN CHEM (: haha then ask what you doing here. wha guanxiang go fly kite ((: then i don't know who asked, then he said go watch movie. i think leon said wha with elaine ar. then silence. *crow goes: ark ark ark...* he never say no!! that's the funny part HAHA!!
okay. best part was. we were in the library. studying. and qijing started waving frantically. and everyone turned around to look who was that person. and we saw. JAMUS. and co. i don't know if i should say man. no one blogged about this. yet. okay i shan't say. if not very EVIL. LOL I FEEL SO LAME.
after that i wanted to take neoprint. we were standing there for like half and hour deciding whether to take or not. HALF AN HOUR. finially everyone said okay. FINALLY. then qijing was super happy coz one person only need to pay $1.50. funny. but it's worth it la. it was super fun!! totally chaos in there, people do stupid things and everyone was laughing like mad. POEPLE DO FUNNY THINGS IN FUNNY PLACES (((: well it was really fun. and some people 把第一次献给我们。OMG SOUND SO WRONG. but it's true!! LOL.
ENJOYED MYSELF ALOT TODAY (: didn't really had such a fun time in a long while. coz everytime i wanna take neoprint people don't want. i know its outdated, people have camera-phones, but its the experience that counts! and everytime i go home disappointed. finally. some people fulfilled my wish today. ITS REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME. EVEN THOUGH IT DOESN'T SEEM SO. memories...
JOVYNE xD
8:01 PM.
" Monday, August 3, 2009
JOVYNE
10:13 PM.
" Friday, July 31, 2009
well today was shunyi's birthday!! on thursday me leon qiongxi baked chocolate cookies!!! shunyi likes chocolate LOL. qijing was SUPPOSED to come but end up can't >.< haha but it was fun! especially writing the words. had a great time (:
next day, which was today, we went to shunyi's place after school celebrate. there was this super cute hamburger cake!! OMG damn cute i tell you. too bad i can't post the pics >.< haha then we sing birthday song then i cut the cake. end up we use hand eat coz there's no fork, nor spoon, nor tissue. haiz. jingying wanted to cream shunyi so they were running around in circles then when shunyi ran past he i just stuck out my cream coated hand and tadah!! i helped jingying finish the job (: shunyi wanted to cream me back but i luckily i was standing next to the extra piece of cake she don't dare (((:
lol anyway after that we played ice and water. OKAY I KNOW ITS CHILDISH BUT THERE'S FOREVER A KID IN US RIGHT??? so we released it and played for fun!!! lol but i think everyone eljoyed themselves alot. haas JOSHUA AND JACOB SUPER CUTE!! okay lol.. ohwell, it was a great day (:
wasn't so high in such a long while (:
Love, JOVYNE xD
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